My UPU Result coming out !

 

MY UPU RESULT COMING OUT!

Bismillah.

On 18th August, 12:00 pm, with an open heart (lol, ada keee dlm bi, haaa bantai ajela), I was speechless with the result, though most of people will be happy to get their first choice of uni, or maybe some of them were crying because they got the course they didnt want. But mine is different (atleast for me), I've been staying with my family since born and never be apart from them. So, it was hard for me to react happily or sadly with the result shown. But atleast my parents were extremely happy because the uni is 1 1/2 hour apart from our district lol.

Let me share with you guys my UPU result 👇

It had always been my dream to study in an international college (originally dreaming to study in Korea during my primary) and decided to fulfill my so-called 'dream' by selecting UIAM / IIUM as my first and second choice in UPU without realizing I will be tested for EPT, APT and TPT. hahahahahahahahha. My mistake. But time will flies for sure, as well as my worries. I'm anxious with my own abilities to pursue TAASL. likeee, my Arabic is not that good. I admit it. But still, I want to improve. I want to upgrade myself as an amateur Arabic speaker to a Master. At the same time, I feel ashamed if I didnt pass the minimum band for exempting EPT & APT test, and will be extending my years to learn back Arabic in CELPAD.(Nauzubillah)

From the positive view, it's a good oppurtunity though to become a CELPAD's student. I can make new friends from over the world. Creating memories which I can brag to my future grandchildren for having foreigner friends. lol what a childish human being. But thats mean i have to pay extra money though. I don't want to burden my parents. They had invested so much in me.

I have 3 more lil siblings who are still studying in school. 

They (my parents) told me not to worry but I'm the first child. How am i not supposed to think about that. (goshhh soo emotional).

Btw for the next entry I will share my experience sitting for EPT & APT tests. and maybe some room tour lol. OMG IM ACTING LIKE A SOME FAMOUS BLOGGER UWUU

OK BYEE PEEPS.